HEAL

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HOSTILE

I can hear the Earth itis moaning
And it’s now every second since we’ve been living
Billion years of disrespect
How do you want E to accept ?
The snow is falling
Atmosphere’s hostile
The fog thickens
And the wind blows hard
Taking everything on its path, it forms
What we called the calm before the storm
War is all around here
For how long have we been living in fear ?
Looking for a way out in a future so unclear
Trynna survive in this sick tumbledown reality
Let’s play hide and seek « No man’s land » is covering the whole city
All those empty walls don’t hold anything now we’re exposed
I can see in the sky a firebomb appearing ready to explode
They’ve got all control they’ll make us disappear in mysterious endings
Crossed border problem, human nature's full of misunderstandings
A nuclear power force’s waiting at the 4 corners of the globe
They came to acquire from the others culture property they usually rob
Leaving us with nothing (nothing)
Nothing but war
Full of danger (full of danger)
Hostile
Living in a world without wondering what tomorrow will be made of
The dictator walks on us and there's nothing that may make him stop
Attempting to find some freedom in this fight that breaks all of us down
But conquering is what makes a King with no crown taking all of us out
He permeates our flesh and he’ll be the one that will feed us
There’s no time to wait before he leaves us here only with chaos
Time for rebellion not to let him gain more acquisition
This is the beginning of the end so let's now take the weapons

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RETCH

Is there any worse sensation, than
Feeling lonely while being accompanied ?
I'm leaving my relatives consciously
Running while I'm missing them constantly everywhere
But I wanted to shine anywhere
What was I actually desperately looking for ?
With that, why can't I feel content ?
Always messing up over and over again
I am experiencing an addiction that mistaken
Poison of my own existence
Emotionalball setting fire in a black void, emptiness
In a chaos, nullifed and compressed
It engulfs any part of my kindness
Gone for so long in this mess
I'm so craving, just wanted to shine
Wanted to make you retch constantly
Yeah so angry, cos' any of this divine
(I'll get you off)
I’m going to make you retch
I wanna hunt down any ounce of beauty in my flesh
Dust it off in a bounce, turning into wretch
What else was I actually really expecting
Moving toward the loneliness ?
I'm still craving, just wanted to shine, for once
But I'm so angry, any of this is divine
I was starving, constantly
I can't feel content, any longer again
Hunt down the beauty in my flesh, get rid of it
Any of this is divine
I'll turn you into a wretched
I want you to be a wretcherd
I'm about to make to make you retch
I’m about
I'm about to make you retch
I'm about to make you retch
I'm about to make you

INSOLENT

Stuck in this illusion
That is not a dream, it's a delirium
Craving for confusion
Enter my consciousness, intrusion (intrusion)
Stronger than titanium
Resistant to erosion
I swim in the combustion
Of an arson in my aquarium (aquarium)
It flows in my phantasm (it flows in my phantasm)
Dropping my tears with delicacy
Shows me sadness as idealisum
I close my eyes in that fantasy
Is this violence more idyllic
Than the one that tucks you into sarcasm ?
Wouldn't it be sort of surrealism
That this kind of violence's not the one making me sick ?
It scrolls through my mind saying it won't leave it (it won't leave it)
But no way !
Ask me if I wouldn't rather be weak
No ! It ain't no right !
Playing with my nerves oh this is delusional
Trynna liberate the part of me that's emotional (it goes on with badness)
It goes in my body and rips my heart out
Then eats it
That slaughter is just making me freak (see the power of the madness)
Inflicts severe pain that is intentional
Makes me face my worst fears ever
It scrolls through my mind saying that it'll break it (that it'll break it)
But I said no way
Watches me bleed slowly while I undertake
To calm down all the fevers
Cos' playing with my nerves oh this is delusional
Starting a war that might be nothing but conflictual (it goes on with hardness)
It ruins my body and lays my corpse down
In the river deep
The slaughter is just making me sink (no life buoy I'm just harmless)
Finally inflicts me the last fatal blow
And there's no way ever I recover
No there’s no way ever I recover

MONSTER

Once upon a day,
I saw the monster in the city
My heart beat faster when he looked at me
Oh I just ran away
Then I started praying to a God
I do not believe in since few years
Then I found a shelter where I wiped my pain
Petrified, I stopped breathing
So afraid, and I hate that
The anxiety's came back
And so as the crises that are more virulent
And sorrowful than anything in my whole existence
Violent nightmares waking me up all night
This is the skin that I wear so tight
They were holding my mind through the era
When I embraced the claws of the monsters
Being the butcher annihilating them
And cutting off their guts much deeper
Struck down by this terrible feeling
I wanna die when I remember it
Disgust, and I hate that
Little cunts make me wanna hurt myself
I've became another person
That I don't even recognise (I don't even)
When I look in the mirror
I'm so wearied
Being the butcher
Being the butcher
Being the butcher
Being the butcher

LULLED BY THE WAVES

You’re walking to death row
Since you’ve met the Grim Reaper
Your despair overthrows
The weight of the anger
Your burdened heart finds no relief
So « what for? » you’re saying
Of this weeping willow you’re the leaf
In this dark storm, you’re swirling
The bells ring the end
Signing your death warrant
See that you’re giving up
Your train leads you to nowhere
No one’s here to catch you up
No one understands
The life’s about to give up on you
This train leads you to nowhere
No one’s here to catch you up anymore
No one understands
Is it time to commit suicide ?
Is it the only option that stays ?
You’re now flying to the clouds (you're now flying to the clouds)
Lulled by the waves
Under the moonlight that shrouds
You wanna be part of the stars that’ll save you
Run, catch them
Nothing that can stop you
Knowing this is what you want more than anything
This risk’s gonna be your rescue
You’re going back to Morpheus
For a long sleep
You’ll never wake up
Sleeping Beauty
You need to rest, so tired you are
You’re wearied by this torment
Leaving behind you the souvenir of a rose
That has lost all its petals

PALINDROME

« For these people, faith is based upon
That which cannot be proven
For without faith, there's no manipulation.
Without manipulation there's no fear
And without fear, there is no power »
While I'm walking through this paradise
Surrounded by lulling lies
I've been drowned in wishful thinking
Now I'm gonna swim till I'm flooded by the drinking
Open my eyes,
Am I dead ?
Ain't got no cover, can't hide in my shell, in my bed
In this masquerade
The time has stopped around me
I fell, I failed
The faith that was keeping me alive has disappeared
Tandis que je me noie dans cette masquarade
Le temps s'arrête autour de moi
J'ai chuté durant l'escalde
J'ai perdu tous mes pétales
Depuis, l'indignation j'avale
Autour de moi, tout s'évanouit
L'enfer devient mon paradis
Je laisse couler les perles entre ses mains
La mort me va si bien

OD

There’s a thought a bit strange in my head
Everything is black, everywhere
Trynna open my eyes, but I'm blind
Can't feel my body, can't move it, I can't
My mind's broken
Is the truth a liar ?
When am I gonna wake up
From this uncanny reality ?
I'm screaming so loudly inside
Is there a light ?
Lost in the night
Is there a flame ?
Nothing came
Why am I feeling so gross ?
Can someone notice I am frozen?
Nearly touched the overdose
It didn't happen only once
Feed me would be otiose
Cos' all I devour is indignation
And I am suffocating
The light's burning my heart
Through my chest
The flames eradicate the doubt
Why do we gotta hurt ?
Why do we gotta lie ?
In a desperate world where people always live being mad
Where was the love ?
Where was the pleasure ?
And where was the dove
When I felt the increase in temperature ?
I've been locked inside four walls
I'm dyin slowly in that coffin
I’ve been digging my own grave
Searching for the outside
Is there a light ?

HEAL

I feel, I live
I breathe, I've grown
I'm down, alone, I feel
I've seen, I've sent
My love, my own
I have no one left
Everything stands here, nothing has changed
Everyone stays here and there's nowhere I can heal
I feel, I've seen
I've sent, my love, my own
I have no one left
Everything stands here, nothing has changed (nothing has changed)
Everyone stays here and there's nowhere I can heal
Oh burn me down !
On the stake I'm a witch now !
There's no way you believe me man
Around me, anything could happen
I will tear you apart with magical spells
Whispering dark chants as I enter your hell
So do not even try to find a way out
Capsizing your compass from the North to South
(Burn me down)
As I gain much power to destroy your vow
(I'm a witch now)
I'm referring to devil I arrive with my crow
Are you feeling the life slowly leaving you now ?
Will you confess your sins before losing your soul ?
As I gain much power to destroy your vow
I'm referring to Devil I arrive with my crow
Are you feeling the life slowly leaving you now ?
Will you confess your sins before losing your soul ?
Everything stands here, nothing has changed here
Everyone stays here, burn me down
I've seen , I've sent
My love, my own
I have no one left
So there's nowhere you can live (you can live)
I'll tear you apart with magical spells
Whispering dark chants as I enter your hell
So do not even try to find a way out
Capsizing your compass from the North to South

KING WITH NO CROWN

Wanna govern our existence ?
Enter our intimacy ?
Take out our liberties ?
Kill our identity, and individuality ?
So this is then your quest of power ?
Is this all about control ?
You wanna build a tyranny right?
Imprison us with no comfort
Want us to be all your puppets
Pulling on our heads the trigger,
Throwing all your bullets
You think everything's on command
That'll we never slip on your fingers
Please jerk Majesty, enjoy and admire
Because the wheel turns
And the breeze will blow up on our side
Cause we called it to rebuild
It'll takes us to the other side
Where your shimmering hell burns
Riding to a world where dirty shines
Your fate is sealed, there's no return
Wash your hands murderer
You're the only one involved
Please the law
The pursuit of your greed will lead you to nought (to nought)
Gold ain't no smell so meet us at the pinnacle,
On the other side of the throne where you're all alone
Diamonds and perls ain't no summons of miracle
Whithout us you are no one, no
It'll takes us to the other side
Where your shimmering hell burns
Riding to a world where dirty shines
Your fate is sealed, there's no return
Gold ain't no smell so meet us at the pinnacle
On the other side of the throne where you're all alone
Diamonds and perls ain't no summons of miracle
Whithout us you are no one, no
Death rings the bell
Of your paltry oracle
You'll end unknown
With no one (with no one)
Farewell now
Guess who's manacled
You’ll end unknow
With no crown
You'll end unknow
With no crown
With no...
Crown
You'll be pleased
To get down
On your knees
Cos' we got the crown now
So be pleased
To get down
On your knees
A King with no crown
Would be pleased
To get down
On his knees
Cos' we Got the crown now
A King with no crown
Would be pleased
To get down
On his knees

WARRIOR

Poor little thing, tiny, thin
Though you already know how to sin
You are really young
However you are so strong
Screaming from the top of your lungs
Here you just went to bloom
Right in front of the gloom
You enter a new world
Leaving behind a dark room
But you’ve gone through a lot
Right on the target you’ve been shot
The remembrance that kills won’t ever be the final dot
Cos' little thing you’re now a warrior
In your skin there’s something that’s still warm
That’ll do anything to expel harm
Ready to fight, throwing up your arm
You’re looking for
An adventure of freedom
Your feet show you
The way to an ice cold kingdom
Knowing that here
Every step’s breaking the universe down
Trampled the grown harder than ever
Everywhere you go you sow terror
Are you willing now to fight the chaos ?
In this land full of hideous bugs
Monsters and vile creatures
Are waiting to eat you up
But there’s nothing new for you
Evil tracks you down since the day you were born
But the rage inside your body
Won’t ever be defeated
Poor little thing, tiny, thin
Though you already know how to win
Here you just went to bloom
Right in front of the gloom
You enter a new world
Leaving behind a dark room
But you’ve gone through a lot
Right on the target you’ve been shot
The remembrance that kills won’t ever be the final dot
Everywhere you go you sow terror
Everywhere you go you sow terror (terror)

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ECLOSION

 

 

SAULE PLEUREUR

Far far away, there's a mountain
Far far away, passes the rain
The water wall meets the fairway
The water wall cries on the bay
Insofar a pray wept his pain
Ruling's weight unleashed hurricane
Insofar downfall heaped the lanes
Ailment's weight's overlaid with strains
Since he may had been frightened by the fury he didn't retire
If the fit of anger cannot even touch him it's cos' he's on fire
He's faithful to a wind making him triumph this familiar ire
And I know it was the first of all his desire
Are you sure you don't wanna take a bite in the strange fruit ?
Are you sure you're willing to rot for the one ain't got no root ?
Are you ready to ride on the back of the one whom ain't got no foot ?

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ANOTHER KIND OF VIOLENCE

Would I be referred
Losing all control ?
Become someone else ?
Lose it all
Know there's gonna be suffering
I'm afraid
Yeah this is gonna destroy me, again
I get up many times
But how many times will I fall
Before it's the last
And I could no longer stand up at all ?
How could I ever live by leaving the euphoria ?
Face the missing without drop into paranoia ?
Do I really wanna leave my dear euphoria ?
I got violent pulsions I'm not willing to restrain them now !
Guess it's another kind of violence
That's striking down my mind
Yes it's another kind of violins
Piercing my eardrums that hard
This is another kind of silence
That is yelling in da dark
This is another kind of violence
(And I do want it more)
I wanna drown
In depravity
Until the OD
Came set me free
Why am I so weak ?
I'm getting so freak
Ain't got the power to decide
Bout' what I gotta share and what I gotta hide
How could I ever live by leaving the euphoria ?
Face the missing without drop into paranoia ?
Do I really wanna leave my dear euphoria ?
I got violent pulsions I'm not willing to restrain them now !
Guess it's another kind of violence
That's striking down my mind
Yes it's another kind of violins
Piercing my eardrums that hard
This is another kind of silence
That is yelling in da dark
This is another kind of violence
And I do want it more !

 

NO MORE HELPFUL PEACE Part. 1

Just look how it rises
Only wanna making climb along me
Poisonous addiction
That takes my soul out of me
What does this shit mean and
Won't I ever understand
Why I am still falling down ? Then
Will I sink if I tryna drown ? And
Will this ever ending simply ?
Why am I feeling so empty ?
And burned toward the prize
That's waited
Only wanna keeping me excited
Cos' I am so insane
No I cannot even stop watching
No It won't ever gonna stop shining
Stuck into those arms
That won't ever let me go ahead
While one hand catches the clouds
And makes me flying
Other hand may touch the dark
And then dying
There is some blood over there
Cannot make any description
All this blood flows down there
That is filling all my field of vision
Where's the knife that cut me out here ?
It never stops persecutions
Everytime I'm paralyzed
Won't ever believe those lies
There is a sound in the air
Can't make any description
This loud sound overbears
The surrounded illusions
I looked over your head
I saw nothing but a dead
Girl chest, on the ground
Guess that's the reason of that awful sound
Awful sound...

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NO MORE HELPFUL PEACE Part. 2

There's a smell in the air
Can't make any description
This poor smell is just unfair
It turns me into derision
What means that smell in the air ?
It gives me hallucinations
Why do my scars are open ? And
Won't I ever understand
Why I am still falling down ? Then
Will I sink if I tryna drown ? And
Will this ever ending simply ?
Why am I feeling so empty ?
No more helpful peace
No more helpful peace
There's a sound in the air
Can't make any description
This loud sound overbears
The surrounded illusions

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MICROMEGAS

Poor man, poor human being
Was it your plan to always beating ?
Beating the world, beating your soul ?
Fleeing in whirled, after you stole
Every present that was here for
Every beings not only for
Your stupid pushy rotten head
That inspired me this metaphor ?
Is your presence unpleasant or
Is there reason to start a war ?
You'll understand in your deathbed
You ain't got gun in hand anymore
It's too late now, you realise
You don't know how idealize
Cos' you lived blind and hypnotized
Too late now to be harmonized, Huh
Poor man, poor human being
Was it your plan to reap everything ?
Reaping the ground, reaping the earth,
Only for pounds, and euros and dollars ?
Money and gold you want it more
Money and gold got no weight nor value when you're dead
No ain't got no longer here anymore
(No ain't got no longer here anymore)
Is your presence unpleasant or
Is there reason to start a war ?
You'll understand in your deathbed
You ain't got gun in hand anymore
Too late now, don't even realise
How much you are not civilized
Cos' your world is materialized
Too late now, don't be agonized
You think you can decide
But you don't listen to the Nature
Don't watching what is beside
You, do not take care, you torture
Poor man, poor human being
Was it your plan to make suffering
All your brothers, sisters and cousins ?
I wonder, if " family " you know what it means
You believe you are tall,
Think you are able to conquer
But actually you're small,
Front off the powerness univers
Obviously I guess you're not available
To understand my verses
But I throw my cards on the table,
So do you keep yours close either ?
Brutalized are your roots
You neutralize and persecute
You got blood on your boots
It's usual for you to shoot !
Poor man, poor human being
Was it your plan at the beginning
To renounce you Father
And also raping your Mother ?
You believe that you can teach
But you guy got so much to learn
There's no day you don't need each
Other, not sure this what you earn
You believe you know everything
But your knowledge is a book with mothafucking white pages,
Your mind is full of outrages
No matter, when you're all alone in your coffin at the ending
Brutalized are your roots
You neutralize and persecute
You got blood on yours boots
It's usual for you to shoot

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POISON

If you're a dove baby I am a raven
I am the fallen angel lost in heaven
Following your example as a traitor
(Fuckin' disgusted under your great creator's eyes...)
I should've acccepted the anger
Accept that I'll throw it away later
Cos' you a craven yeah you've did reached my core
(And for now sweetie, swear I can't handle more...)
I'm in my cave I get bored, and I'm missing my toys
Asking my slave to bring to me my boys
Gonna make them know all about my ploys
Need a loud bass that will cover the noise
Cannot you feel in your body my poison flowing ?
When I tasted it was illumination
I really needed all my medication
I was adoring the asphyxiation
Then did not assume the paralysation
Didn't even heard bout' any caution (there was no caution)
No I cannot explain how deep this is hypnotic
You get this pathetic feelin, psycotic
It makes this passion gettin erotic
Then the addiction became heroic
Trouble in my brain, yeah an ache-neurotic
Loosin my body, nothing than necrotic
It comes to me, it is so soporific
Caching my soul, turned it into caotic
Way of being that's nothing left but toxic
Can't act as if I didn't know this is spicy
Roughin my heart, it as became so icy
However how many say I'm nasty
They won't ever run into my dynasty

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INSIGHT

Here I am I gotta draw a line
On a past life that obviously was mine
Harder than ever but today it's fine
More than ever only thanks to the wine
I was bleeding in the ocean
How can I convey this emotion ?
I may have met some titan sharks
How can I escape from these tracks ?
I am searching again and again
I am despairing again and again and again
I am in a weird mood
Can't stop watching the moon
I wanna be a meteor
This is the mess I fight for
Yeah this is the mess I fight for
Show me the way that I ignore
I'm bloodstained can't handle more
Breath, breath, breath !
Don't needa look back to the past
I gotta remember as fast
As possible to find the door
I needa something to breath for
Needa keep strength cos' I see
All those memories that are part of me
Just, just stop building a poor fiction
That creates nothing but deception
Cos' I gotta find a way to deliver me
From this awful dark fantasy
I am in a weird mood
Can't stop watching the moon
I wanna be a meteor
I am in a weird mood
Can't stop watching the moon
I wanna be a meteor
This is the mess I fight for
Yeah this is the mess I fight for
Show me the way that I ignore
I'm bloodstained can't handle more
Here I am I gotta draw a line
On a past life that obviously was mine
Don't nedda look upon the skyline
That'll show me where the sun shines

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UNCANNY

Agony runs in my veins
I am not taking the reins
Then anxiety is coming
But I'm taking care of doing this shit on my own
Don't want delegate it
Even if I hit the grown
Doesn't matter I'll got a crown
Do not focus on the path
Gotta contain the wrath
If I got any doubt
Just gotta push it out
Cos' I do take care of doing those damn shit on
my fucking own
Don't want delegate it
Cos' a part of myself
Which is unknown to me
Would be my enemy
Don't ever want to deliver me
Tryna do not repress it
Guess that I should've accept it
It is constantly present
Know how much this is unpleasant
Can you feel it tremble ?
(The Uncanny's at the crux of the matter)
Yeah the Uncanny's at the crux of the matter
And I cannot halt it
I'm just a damn part of this shit
Which is breaking me down
On the ground and I cannot exhale
I am lost in this oneiric tale
Oneiric tale Oneiric tale Oneiric tale...
No it doesn't make any sense
No usually there is no tense
So why am I rolling in this deep mud
Which is smothering me and covering me with dirt ?
Don't even wanna finish this mothafucking damn sentence
(No I Don't even wanna finish my mothafucking damn sentence)
Oneiric tale Oneiric tale Oneiric tale....
Agony runs in my veins
I am rolling in this deep mud
I'm covered with dirt
No it doesn't make any sense
No usually there is no tense

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PREACHER OF STEEL

Was searching for you in the church
But Saint you were not there praying
So won't you go down of your perch ?
Sure, you were once again sinning
Don't you dream about be guided
By my evangelical preach ?
Maybe you think its lopsided
Forgot what you wanted to reach
And then you get in the wolf's lair
Hope that you've been a good prayer
Cos' you were looking for somewhere
Safe you could heal far from danger
Bit of hush ! Let me spread the word
Bit of hush please ! Let me enter your world
Was searching for you in the church
But Saint you were not there praying
So won't you go down of your perch ?
Sure, you were once again sinning
But you got nothing to do there
You just should running to the hills
Before poor little lamb you're scared
And your lame body's full of thrills
When do you have been disrupted
Lost all your biblical teaching ?
Guess you might have been corrupted
Forgot your angelical speech
No you got nothing to do there
Don't look back and run to the hills
Before dirty dumb lamb you're dead
And your lame body's full of thrills
And your lame body's full of thrills
Bit of hush ! Bit of hush please !
Let me spread the word
Bit of hush Bit of hush please
Let me enter your world !
And then you get in the wolf's lair
Hope that you've been a good prayer
Cos' you were looking for somewhere
Safe you could heal far from danger
Now you are deep in the wolf's lair
Cos' you haven't been a good prayer
And you won't ever find somewhere
Safe and you're captive by danger

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MEMORY OF A WAIF part I

Random doesn't exists
All I got that's my pills
I'm not that pessimist
Yes it's hard to believe this
Do I gotta take those pills ?
Will I ever take those pills ?
Do I gotta take those pills ?
Will I ever take those pills ?
Where is the light ?
Where is the light ?
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
Do I gotta take those pills ?
Will I ever take those pills ?
Do I gotta take those pills ?
Will I ever take those pills ?

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MEMORY OF A WAIF part II

There are some days
Just as today
I see her face
But actually this is my face
But this isn't me
Should it be me ?
Can't get over that weird body
But actually this is my body
I may have done some mess
But, no gal I couldn't guess
You would getting me undress
Right in front of comfortless
More the time files and
More I'm hating
Can't you let me breathing ?
Can't get out of this feeling
But why does it come back again ?
Imma imma be fighting
Against that mothafucking feeling
There's nothing more awful
Than seeing anything grey
Where is the colorful
Part of me tat was here yesterday ?
Random doesn't exist
All I got that's my pills
I'm not that pessimist
But it's hard to handle this
Yes that hard to handle this
There's nothing more awful
Than feeling that unsafe
This unforgettable
Memory of a waif
I may have done some mess
But, no gal I couldn't guess
You would getting me undress
Right In front of comfortless
More the time files and
More I'm hating
Can't you let me breathing ?
Can't get out of this feeling
But why does it come back again ?
Imma imma be fighting
Against that mothafucking feeling

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BROKEN MIND

Ain't no doubt about what it means
inside my heart
And I know that nobody won't ever get
strength enough to fight against it
Cos' no one would know how powerful it is
Cos' no one but me won't ever be able to conquer it
And there's no way to even try to
I'm holding tight to this light, more than
anything I usually could care of
Mmm
More than you've ever done
Ooh
Nothing no anyone
Won't ever let nobody
Breathing too close to it
Won't ever let nobody
Sharing the one that I get
Wonder bout your dirty thoughts
No I'm not sure you're gonna face
My jealousy
My frenzy
All my pain
Roaring Loud in my head
All my pain

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